This was such a powerful book, it made me think so much as i went through the pages. ( )

In this "biomythography" Lorde explores the various women who impacted her life, starting with her mother in her childhood, her friend Gennie, and as she grows into young adulthood, the various lovers she had over the years.

This seems to be one of those books that straddle fiction and nonfiction, though it reads like a memoir and includes the emotional truths Lorde experiences as a Black lesbian woman, starting with growing up in Harlem and moving through her young adulthood. The first half of the book dealing with her childhood, her mother, and her school friends connected most with me. She kind of lost me when she started talking about her relationships, but I could appreciate the way they each helped her become more herself. It was sometimes harrowing to read - she has an unsafe abortion, and the FBI just casually show up at her door. Lorde explains how, despite being lesbian, she still experienced racism in the gay community and had to deal with not fitting into the molds that even the "gay girls" as she calls them had for relationship roles. Being a Black gay woman in the 1940s and 50s was no easy thing, yet Lorde also experiences joy and love. A powerful read that will stick with me for a long time. ( )

Sometimes I found the descriptions of everything around her beautiful, sometimes tedious. Sometimes i appreciated her honesty and frank descriptions of her feelings for other women, sometimes I found them voyeuristic and out of the scope of my understanding.

But ultimately it made me cry a little and when she talks about how much she's looked down upon for being black even past being lesbian it's heartbreaking, even if sometimes it gets obscured by a litany of names I can't connect and descriptions of scenes I can't imagine. It's still beautiful. ( )

1982. A beautiful memoir of Lorde’s childhood in Harlem in the 1930s and 40s, and her early adulthood and first loves. Her parents were West Indian from Grenada, and very strict. Her high school love commited suicide after having possibly been sexually abused by her father. She worked in a factory in Stamford, Ct. for a while running unsafe xray equipment. She went to Mexico in the early 50s and had a lover there, an older white woman who was an alcoholic. Back in New York she went to the lesbian bars in Greenich Village and lived with a lover for a couple of years. She describes the difficulty of finding other lesbians in those days, and the struggle of being one of the few black lesbians in that community. The beauty in in the writing and the strength of living through a lot of trauma. ( )

I didn’t think of this book as a memoir when I read it in grad school. I was immersing myself in the work of Lorde for a possible chapter in my dissertation. Unfortunately, Lorde passed away of cancer while I was in grad school. She was 58 years old. This chapter never got finished, although my dissertation did.

Lorde wanted readers to think of this book–as a biomythography. In it she writes about her origins, as a Caribbean child growing up lesbian in Harlem, and she writes about some of the women she loved in her life. She tried to create a new literary genre, by combining a personal mythology with biographical events, but it reads to me as an experimental memoir.

Does that word experimental annoy you or turn you off? It does me. But this is a beautiful book.

In its play with language and boundaries, the book is representative of feminist texts of the early 90s. You won’t notice that so much as you will fall into Lorde’s world and find out what it was like to be an African-American lesbian poet of her time period. That’s what I learned from Lorde’s book. ( )

I loved the writing and the way she describes her environment. I just got sick of the detailed descriptions of sexual encounters. ( )

Just a fascinating, powerful, moving read. Lorde writes with such tenderness and care for women, even the difficult women in her life, and about her own growth, and lays out the problems that will continue to be with her for her life (making white lesbian women realize they ARE white, and ARE racist, just to name one.) It's also just. A beautiful book, one I will return to again and again, and one I strongly recommend other folks pick up if they haven't already! ( )

What can I possibly say about this book that hasn't already been said? I love it. I adore it. I owe it so much.

Through it, Lorde gave voice to lesbians, women, Black women, and most importantly, Black lesbian/queer women. Not only does she sensitively yet forwardly tell us the stories of her life but challenges us to confront our own: our own stories, identities, relationships, self-awareness, honesty. Lorde writes with such clarity and dedication; this book struck me on so many levels. I am so grateful for books like this; once in a lifetime books that keep on giving as long as I keep on reading. ( )

A memoir of Audre Lorde, the great mid-century, Black, female, lesbian, feminist, civil rights activist poet. This book chronicles her life in New York City from her childhood in the late 1930s through her college degree in 1959.

Wow, is this a far-reaching story. I learned a lot about life as a black woman in the 30s-50s in NYC, as I expected to, but I was surprised to relate so strongly to so many aspects of Audre Lorde's life. She really spoke to me when she talked about her relationship with her mother, her many early friendships that came in and out of her life, and her difficulty with hetero-normative gender roles (which were strong even within the lesbian community). There is so much going on here that it's impossible to find nothing to learn nor relate to. She was always shut out of something or other, because she was black or because she was a woman or because she was gay or because she refused to label herself as either butch or femme. She doesn't relate to anyone in all aspects, but she relates to everyone in some aspect.

I'm dying to read and know more about Audre Lorde now, and I highly highly recommend this book, even if you aren't sure if it's for you. It is. ( )

besides the fact that this is a memoir of the early years of someone i have always wanted to know more about, this book also details so clearly what it was like to be black and to be a lesbian in new york and mexico during the years she talks about (mostly the mid 1940's-mid 1950's). there are parts that could use a little more editing or that felt rough, but it didn't matter - this is such an honest and true history of both lorde and that time period that it makes for an incredible read anyway.

i had never read any of lorde's prose before, and it has probably been over 20 years since i've read her poetry (mostly late high school and early college would have been when i was reading it, i think), and i loved to return to her and to her language and thoughts and to learn more about her. (it feels a little silly to say this, and i've never said this before about any book, but) it just felt like an honor to be able to read this.

it gave not just perspective but also depth to a number of the older lesbian fiction books we have read in book group. it made some of those make more sense.

"DeLois lived up the block on 142nd Street and never had her hair done, and all the neighborhood women sucked their teeth as she walked by. Her crispy hair twinkled in the summer sun as her big proud stomach moved her on down the block while I watched, not caring whether or not she was a poem. Even though I tied my shoes and tried to peep under her blouse as she passed by, I never spoke to DeLois, because my mother didn't. But I loved her, because she moved like she felt she was somebody special, like she was somebody I'd like to know someday. She moved like how I thought god's mother must have moved, and my mother, once upon a time, and someday maybe me.

Hot noon threw a ring of sunlight like a halo on the top of DeLois's stomach, like a spotlight, making me sorry that I was so flat and could only feel the sun on my head and shoulders. I'd have to lie down on my back before the sun could shine down like that on my belly."

"Woman forever. My body, a living representation of other life older longer wiser. The mountains and valleys, trees, rocks. Sand and flowers and water and stone. Made in earth."

"The radio, the scratching comb, the smell of petroleum jelly, the grip of her knees and my stinging scalp all fall into - the rhythms of a litany, the rituals of Black women combing their daughters' hair."

"Maybe that is all any bravery is, a stronger fear of not being brave."

"Crispus Attucks. How was that possible? I had spent four years at Hunter High School, supposedly the best public high school in New York City, with the most academically advanced and intellectually accurate education available, for 'preparing young women for college and career.' I had been taught by some of the most highly considered historians in the country. Yet, I never once heard the name mentioned of the first man to fall in the american revolution, nor ever been told that he was a Negro. What did that mean about the history I had learned?"

"Her voice was strong and pleasant, but with a crack in it that sounded like a cold, or too many cigarettes."

"There were no mothers, no sisters, no heroes. We had to do it alone, like our sister Amazons, the riders on the loneliest outpost of the kingdom of Dahomey. We, young and Black and fine and gay, sweated out our first heartbreaks with no school nor office chums to share that confidence over lunch hour. Just as there were no rings to make tangible the reason for our happy secret smiles, there were no names nor reason given or shared for the tears that messed up the lab reports or the library bills."

"Between Muriel and me, then, there was one way in which I would always be separate, and it was going to be my own secret knowledge, if it was going to be my own secret pain. I was Black and she was not, and that was a difference between us that had nothing to do with better or worse, or the outside world's craziness. Over time I came to realize that it colored our perceptions and made a difference in the ways I saw pieces of the worlds we shared, and I was going to have to deal with that difference outside of our relationship.

This was the first separation, the piece outside love. But I turned away short of the meanings of it, afraid to examine the truths difference might lead me to, afraid they might carry Muriel and me away from each other. So I tried not to think of our racial differences too often. I sometimes pretended to agree with Muriel, that the difference did not in fact exist, that she and all gay-girls were just as oppressed as any Black person, certainly as any Black woman.

But when I did think about it, it was something that set me apart, but also protected me. I knew there was nothing I could do, including wearing skirts and being straight, that would make me acceptable to the little old Ukrainian ladies who sunned themselves on the stoops of Seventh Street and pointed fingers at Muriel and me as we walked past, arm in arm. ...

Somehow, I knew that difference would be a weapon in my arsenal when the 'time' came. And the 'time' would certainly come in one way or another. The 'time' when I would have to protect myself alone, although I did not know how or when. For Flee and me, the forces of social evil were not theoretical, not long distance or solely bureaucratic. We met them every day, even in our straight clothes. Pain was always right around the corner. Difference had taught me that, out of the mouth of my mother. And knowing that, I fancied myself on guard, safe. I still had to learn that knowing was not enough."

"In the gay bars, I longed for other Black women without the need ever taking shape upon my lips. For four hundred years in this country, Black women have been taught to view each other with deep suspicion. It was no different in the gay world."

(italics all in original) ( )

Wonderful, but not quite what I was expecting: Lorde writes about the difficulties of growing up as a black lesbian in the forties and fifties with irony and a surprising amount of detachment. She avoids wallowing in the pain of oppression, but she doesn't hesitate to communicate pain when she needs to: in the abortion chapter she doesn't take any prisoners. Lorde is a poet first and a woman with a cause second: this is definitely a book that's worth reading on its own, literary, merits, not just as a document of a particular era of New York gay life.

Lorde wrote this book in the course of her long-running dispute with the "mainstream" of the women's movement about what she saw as their failure to engage with the problem of racism. Consequently, she makes a point here of telling us about the ways in which being black made things more difficult for her. She has a perfect right to do this, of course, but when you put her experience — as a middle-class girl who went to a good school and lived in the liberal atmosphere of the Village — side-by-side with something like Stone butch blues, you do have to start wondering if social class and geography weren't far more important than race for gay people in the fifties. ( )

This was one of those life-changing beautiful powerful books for me that made me realize that being a lesbian is a good thing, and being a powerful woman is a good thing. She sensitized me to issues of race and gender that were only academic for me before this novel. It's been years since I read it but I still remember parts of her story so vividly. ( )

This is a poetic, strong, and darkly innocent look at growing up black and lesbian in new york city in the 40s 50s and fighting the fight before it was sexy and about the loves and lives that made audrey lorde. I'm not sure exactly what a biomythography is, but it reads well enough as a memoir of a tough awakening and provides an interesting perspective on historical and political events I thought I knew. ( )

Lyrical, poignant, and sexy, Audre Lourde's biomythography is a must read for anyone interested in the intersecting issues of race, gender, and sexuality. ( )

This book is a hallmark of what it means when people say, "the personal is political." I've read Zami several times and each time it has struck me as the purest artifact of a woman's life. It resonates with me in a very personal way, but the political implications are teeming through this book. Politics are constantly butting into Audre Lorde's life and memories, making it obvious how it is knitted into her life, as a woman, as an African-American, as a lesbian--you cannot extricate the political from her life without unraveling the very fabric of her existence. ( )

I recently read Zami, by Audre Lorde. I have ridiculous love for Lorde.

read it for class (sexuality in literature or something similar), but am very glad that I did. excellent book, with a detailed look at what it means to grow up both black and lesbian in the 1950s. ( )

A classic. Lorde tells of growing up, coming of age and coming out -- finding the connections and the fissures and forming her own mythology.
--Polly

This is an amazing memoir -- gorgeously written and absolutely enthralling. ( )

so good, Audre really is a feminist hero

Biomythography ‘‘ has the elements of biography and history of myth. In other words, it’s fiction built from many sources. This is one way of expanding our vision.’’

"After the first week, I wondered if I could stick it out. I thought that if I had to work under those conditions for the rest of my life I would slit my throat. Some mornings, I questioned how I could get through the eight hours of stink and dirt and din and boredom. At 8:00 A.M. I would set my mind for two hours, saying to myself, you can last two hours, and then there will be a coffee break. I'd read for ten minutes, and then I'd set myself for another two hours, thinking, now all right, you can last two hours until lunch. After lunch, when the machines had kicked us over, I felt a little refreshed after my sardine sandwich, but those two hours were the hardest of the day. It was a long time until the 2:30 break. But finally, I could tell myself, now you can make it for two more hours and then you'll be free."-127

"Just because you're strong doesn't mean you can let other people depend on you too much. It's not fair to them, because when you can't do what they want they're disappointed, and you feel bad."-153

"By noon it amazed me that the streets of a city could be so busy and so friendly at the same time. Even with all the new building going on there was a feeling of color and light, made more festive by the colorful murals decorating the side of high buildings, public and private."-154 ( )