A good but very heavy story. Meredith hasn't left her house in over 1,000 days. She's found a routine, a little corner of life to exist, and she's quite happy. But things start coming in to her life - a person who wants to be her friend, a new on-line friend who'd like to meet up and family that would like to see her again. As these new forces pull her back outside in the world, Meredith needs to find a way to deal with the tough things that are keeping her inside, keeping her hiding.

I like that this story dealt with tough topics, even if it was hard to read at times. I like that Meredith was leading a fairly normal life, even though she didn't leave her house. It was eye-opening, all the little things she did to keep healthy, active and entertained.

I loved meeting Tom and Celeste. Her friends were such a nice addition to the story, even Sadie was another interesting layer. I loved Fred and his addition to the story and I was glad he was there. All in all, interesting and well-done story. ( )

For more than three years, Meredith Maggs, who lives in Glasgow, has not ventured out of her home. What caused Meredith to stop interacting with the world? A vicious assault left her devastated, guilt-ridden (although she did nothing wrong), and anxious. Luckily, she is a freelance writer who works from home, and she has a loving friend, Sadie, who visits often. In addition, Meredith is funny, smart, talented, and resourceful. She takes her medication; reads voraciously; sees a therapist on Zoom; belongs to a virtual support group; bakes delicious pastries; does complicated jigsaw puzzles; and allows a good-hearted man named Tom, from an organization called "Holding Hands," to check in on her regularly.

"Meredith, Alone," by Claire Alexander, is an engrossing character study that shows why human beings who are victims of abuse can lose the will to carry on as usual. Meredith's troubles began long before the attack that traumatized her. Her mother was a sadistic single-parent who abused Meredith and her older sister, Fiona. Meredith relates her experiences with sadness, anger, frustration, yearning, and heartening moments of joy and laughter.

The book's chief weakness is the author's habit of moving back and forth in time too frequently. These abrupt shifts are occasionally distracting and tend to disrupt the narrative flow. This quibble notwithstanding, "Meredith, Alone" is an absorbing and poignant novel. We cannot help but be impressed by this forty-year-old woman who makes the arduous journey from withdrawal and self-harm to a slow but steady reengagement with society.
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Meredith hasn't left her house in over three years. She has her cat Fred, her jigsaw puzzles, a writing job that she can do from home, and the ability to order anything she needs on the Internet. She has a childhood friend who visits her regularly, and she's recently added a couple of new friends: Tom, who works with an organization that visits shut-ins, and Celeste, an online friend who makes the jump to in-person. Meredith would like to leave her house, but the very idea sends her into a panic attack. Working with a counselor, she explores the trauma that brought her to her present state, and slowly works her way toward freedom.

This wasn't really the right book for me, but it could be the right book for you. I find that reading about characters with anxiety and depression can trigger my own anxiety and depression. The book jumps back and forth from Meredith's present isolation to past events involving an abusive mother and a traumatic event that led to her shutting herself away. While the book does end on a happy note, for me, getting to that point was a struggle. However, if the premise intrigues you and you enjoy reading about people overcoming personal trauma, the writing is good and the characters engaging. ( )

A good take on hard topics ( )

Happy Publication Day(U.S.)! ( November 1, 2022)

4.5⭐

As the story begins we meet our protagonist Meredith Maggs, a resident of Glasgow, who has not ventured outside her home in over 1214 days. Though somewhat a recluse, she does keep busy. She shops online and is employed full-time in a writing job that allows her to work remotely. She socially interacts with an online support group and communicates virtually with her counselor. Pushing 40, she lives with her cat Fred as a constant companion and fills her free time with books, jigsaw puzzles and baking. She has a fixed set of people with whom she interacts in person - her best friend Sadie and her two children and her grocery delivery boy. Added to this mix are the recent additions of Tom McDermott, a “friend” from the Holding Hands Charity organization, Celeste, one of her online friends, who reaches out to her personally and her 10-year-old neighbor Jacob Alistair Montgomery who knocks on her door and introduces himself. She does have immediate family close by but it’s complicated. It’s not that Meredith does not want to leave the house but her efforts to step outside her safe haven seem to exacerbate her anxiety and cause panic attacks – the reasons for which are gradually disclosed. As the narrative progresses and we jump back and forth between past and present, we learn more about Meredith and the traumatic events that led to her self-imposed isolation. We follow Meredith’s journey as she struggles with anxiety and depression, willing herself to resume control of her life.

Meredith, Alone by Claire Alexander is a beautiful story full of hope and heart. Each of the characters in this novel is well-fleshed out ( even the unlikeable ones). There are dark moments in Meredith's life and her road to recovery is not an easy one – she stumbles and falls but we cheer for her as she does not stop trying to bring about positive change in her life. Everyone in her support system genuinely cares for her and what I liked about each of these characters is that none of them are pushy or overbearing and though they want her to venture out of her home, they give her the space and the time she needs to open herself up to everything life has to offer. The author covers several sensitive topics such as mental health, sexual assault and domestic violence, dysfunctional families and the far-reaching effects of parental neglect on a child’s sense of self-worth with the utmost compassion. The pacing of the novel is on the slower side which suits the central theme and natural progression of the story. I liked the fact that the author did not rush to an impractical, eye-roll-inducing, OTT ending but rather ended the story on a hopeful note – keeping it real and relatable. Meredith is an endearing protagonist. Though her story has its difficult moments it is ultimately one of courage and hope.

Many thanks to Claire Alexander, Grand Central Publishing and NetGalley for a digital review copy of this wonderful novel. All expressions expressed in this review are my own. This book is scheduled to be released on November 1, 2022. ( )